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ROLLERCOASTER
03:08
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And I don’t know where I’m going, but I know I’m coming to you
And I don’t know where I’ve been, but I know I’m not going to lose
And I know I can’t run forever, don’t leave me in the dirt
‘Cause you’re all I’ve ever wanted, and more
(Instrumental)
So I asked again for you to open up the door
(Let me in)
Cause I don’t remember who I am or where I’m going
I thought that you might know where I’m going
So I asked again for you to open up your heart
To hold me close before I fall apart
To close me in and keep me far away
To help me think, one day, I could change
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COMING HOME
04:06
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How can I look into the mirror, and see my eyes through the fog?
And how can I remember what it’s like to be strong?
I’ve been wishing I was in L.A., or somewhere far from here
‘Cause this used to feel like home once, and now all I feel is fear
Don’t know how to put a name to this feeling, cause it’s different than before
Like the wind carried me to sundown, and now I’ve washed up on the shore
And this kind of feels like summer, when we laid on my floor
And this heat burns hot like August, but I don’t feel it anymore
But I’m tired of these metaphors, the words I make myself settle for
Can’t sing myself to heaven or, to somewhere else where words can’t help
And make me feel like I’m not alone, like I’m not living life like it’s monotone
Like I’ve been gone too long and I’m coming home
Like I’m at the door, I’m on the floor, just let me in
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
I’m living on the fritz, but I could get used to this, I think I’m better when I’m bored
My head is in the clouds, but I’m in my bed, and it’s hard to ignore the words I’ve left unsaid
I’m coming home, I’m back today, I’ve been missing you in a thousand ways
I swear that it’s not like before
You’ll never know what it could’ve been, if you spend these days inside your head
So don’t let it be the way it was before
But I’m tired of these metaphors, the words I make myself settle for
Can’t sing myself to heaven or, to somewhere else where words can’t help
And make me feel like I’m not alone, like I’m not living life like it’s monotone
Like I’ve been gone too long and I’m coming home
Like I’m at the door, I’m on the floor, just let me in
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
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FIGURES/KIDS
03:19
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What’s this all about? I’m living on the edge
Are you still afraid? I know you can’t pretend
What’s this all about? I’m living on the edge
Are you still afraid? I know you can’t pretend
I’m falling sideways again, but some day, my friend, we’ll find an open door
And we’ll walk our way to glory, on our way to something more
I feel it nightly, but it might be my imagination fighting with my heart
I’m living slow-mo, afraid to outgrow, everything that I’ve been learning from the start
Fall in love and stay out at night
Summertime and these thoughts ignite feelings I’ve had for so long
(Feelings I’ve had for so long)
Hold on to you and what we’ve been through, focus on it and hope it’s true
Praying that I’m not wrong
It’s quiet when you’re in your head, questioning the things you’ve said
Feeling the world’s at stake
But you’re standing on unstable ground, hoping that what’s lost is found
Losing what you don’t take
(Instrumental)
I feel it nightly, but it might be my imagination fighting with my heart
I’m living slow-mo, afraid to outgrow, everything that I’ve been learning from the start
What it’s about, dollar amounts
Signing a check, losing my head
Feeling alright, but I could be better
Sinking in air, I’m losing my feathers
Something about when we were kids
Never a doubt, heaven forbid
That we’re alone, but never upset
I’m calling you now, can’t see you instead
You know that I wish, we never grew up
Hold on to our texts, it’s never enough
It wasn’t about, not getting older
We grew apart, but got even bolder
You went to school, I stayed at home
You saw the world, you went to Rome
I miss our talks, when I’m alone
You’re calling me now, you’re coming home
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PRAYING
04:02
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I just got home
I’m at the door
Please don’t tell me now that I don’t want this
A thousand miles of calling your name, the skies are opening up again
When I look down, all I see are bruises
I’m open, I’m watching, yeah
I’m praying, I’m hoping, yeah
That I can find my way out of here
I’m open, I’m watching, yeah
I’m praying, I’m hoping, yeah
That someday I’ll be free from fear
Do you ever have a dream where you wake up in the middle?
Do you feel the pins and needles in your arms?
Do you ever lie awake at night, staring at the satellites in the sky above
(Instrumental)
I’m open, I’m watching, yeah
I’m praying, I’m hoping, yeah
That I can find my way out of here
I’m open, I’m watching, yeah
I’m praying, I’m hoping, yeah
That someday I’ll be free from fear
Do you ever have a dream where you wake up in the middle?
Do you feel the pins and needles in your arms?
Do you ever lie awake at night, staring at the satellites in the sky above
(Instrumental)
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LONELY
04:20
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I’ve been watching my back outside my house
‘Cause I never know when you’ll come around
Thought I ran into you near that liquor store
But I don’t know anymore, I’m not keeping score
I’ve been praying for a minute but it’s not enough
Treating my words like a loaded gun
Got my mouth sealed shut
Cause I never know what I’ll say that might just hurt someone
So I keep my hands around my neck, make sure that I hold my breath
Keep the words between my teeth, feeling like I’m on my knees
Fighting you was half the war, I’m sorry that I wasn’t more
But honest I don’t really care, I’m glad you’re not here anymore
Fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you
I know you’re lonely, but you don’t own me
Why don’t you show me that you can stand on your own?
Because I’m dying, and I’ve been trying
Just to say I could
Just tell me, am I trying hard enough?
‘Cause you’re crushing my soul down with your thumb
Spent two years blind, god damn time flies
Tell me, do you think that you got loud enough?
We’re falling apart, don’t you see it, don’t you see it too?
I’m talking to walls, I’m not breathing, I’m not breathing, no
(Instrumental)
Fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you
I know you’re lonely, but you don’t own me
Why don’t you show me that you can stand on your own?
Because I’m dying, and I’ve been trying
Just to say I could
Just tell me, am I trying hard enough?
‘Cause you’re crushing my soul down with your thumb
Spent two years blind, god damn time flies
Tell me, do you think that you got loud enough?
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6. |
WEATHER
03:01
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Falling through, your eyes and that shade of blue that I can’t forget,
Even if I wanted to
Fade to black, feel my eyes go rolling back, I’m falling into you,
And I might lose myself again
Falling through, your eyes and that shade of blue that I can’t forget,
Even if I wanted to
Fade to black, feel my eyes go rolling back, I’m falling into you,
And I might lose myself again
I’m holding on, it’s getting hard to stay calm,
Cause I can’t forget, even when I’m wanting to
I’m going fast, I’ll call you when I’m coming back,
If I’m going to, I don’t think I’m ready yet
It’s been a long two years without you here, and I know it’s come and gone
But I know, I know where I’m going now, I’m not so lost
Without you here
Falling through, your eyes and that shade of blue that I can’t forget,
Even if I wanted to
Fade to black, feel my eyes go rolling back, I’m falling into you,
And I might lose myself again
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SATELLITE
03:30
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Above the satellites, and never-ending lights
I think I’m going blind, losing track of time
Falling through the sky, with hopes of finding you
When you took me home, when I lost control
Said, “are you alright?”, said, “not at all”
Sometimes I’m just better on my own
And when you’re up at night, do I ever cross your mind?
Do I tend to keep your eyes from closing?
And when you’re wide awake, do you sit down and replay?
Am I the thing that keeps you from coping?
(Instrumental)
I guess it’s fucked up I hope you’re thinking about me still
Counting down the days until I come home
And I, I thought that I knew better than to try to love you in this weather
The skies above our heads, six shades of chrome
But I, I know a place that we can go
We’re overgrown, we’re misanthropes
I know you like to be alone
And when you’re up at night, do I ever cross your mind?
Do I tend to keep your eyes from closing?
And when you’re wide awake, do you sit down and replay?
Am I the thing that keeps you from coping?
(Instrumental)
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RUNNING
01:49
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I’m running to the city with the red sunlight
I keep my friends close on the chance I might
Feel too alone, I feel alone sometimes
It’s cloudy in my eyes, and I’m losing track of time
Your voice is in my head, and I can feel it down my spine
But I know it’s too late now, I’ve been waiting all night long
If it’s not now it’s never, and I’ll never be the same
Cause I’m running (oh, oh)
I’m running (oh, oh)
I’m running (oh, oh)
I’m running (oh, oh)
Cause I’m running (oh, oh)
I’m running (oh, oh)
I’m running (oh, oh)
I’m running (oh, oh)
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9. |
PEGASUS
02:55
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This night didn’t go the way I planned it
I don’t wanna stay out, but I don’t wanna go home
And I’ve felt this way before, and I can’t stand it
I’m feeling weak, going home to sleep, and I’m in the same clothes
But I’m holding on
I thought I forgot
How alive I feel when I’m feeling so alone
And you’ll call me up
And you’ll wanna talk
But I can tell you just wanna know if I’m coming home
Don’t we have so much to prove?
Don’t we have so much to lose?
Don’t we have so much to prove?
Don’t we have so much to lose?
I’m on the run, having fun, and I feel alright
Easier to go than to change your mind
Easier to leave than to sit and fight, yeah yeah,
I’m off the brakes, got the shakes, but I’m happier now
No rules, no you, your rules, your house
Easier to live now that I’m without
But I’m holding on
I thought I forgot
How alive I feel when I’m feeling so alone
Don’t we have so much to prove?
Don’t we have so much to lose?
Don’t we have so much to prove?
Don’t we have so much to lose?
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10. |
SOMEBODY I'D DIE FOR
03:45
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I’ve been trying to hold on, thinking of yesterday
(Can you feel me? Can you feel me now?)
I’ve been trying to figure out why I’m feeling this way
(Are you leaving? Are you leaving now?)
You’re turning it around but you’re losing time
(You been going all night)
(I been going all night, you been going all night)
And I don’t wanna call, but I think I might
And I know it’s hard to face what you’ve tried so hard to hide
(You been going all night)
(I been going all night, you been going all night)
But you’re everything we needed, you’re worth a life
You’re still somebody I’d die for
(Die for)
You’re still somebody I’d die for
(Die for)
And when it hits you all once, and you’re sick of holding on
I’ll be somebody to try for
You’re still somebody I’d die for
(Die for)
You’re still somebody I’d die for
(Die for)
And when it hits you all once, and you’re sick of holding on
I’ll be somebody to try for
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11. |
WEATHER (REIMAGINED)
03:30
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Falling through, your eyes and that shade of blue that I can’t forget,
Even if I wanted to
Fade to black, feel my eyes go rolling back, I’m falling into you,
And I might lose myself again
Falling through, your eyes and that shade of blue that I can’t forget,
Even if I wanted to
Fade to black, feel my eyes go rolling back, I’m falling into you,
And I might lose myself again
I’m holding on, it’s getting hard to stay calm,
Cause I can’t forget, even when I’m wanting to
I’m going fast, I’ll call you when I’m coming back,
If I’m going to, I don’t think I’m ready yet
It’s been a long two years without you here, and I know it’s come and gone
But I know, I know where I’m going now, I’m not so lost
Without you here
Falling through, your eyes and that shade of blue that I can’t forget,
Even if I wanted to
Fade to black, feel my eyes go rolling back, I’m falling into you,
And I might lose myself again
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12. |
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What’s this all about? I’m living on the edge
Are you still afraid? I know you can’t pretend
What’s this all about? I’m living on the edge
Are you still afraid? I know you can’t pretend
I’m falling sideways again, but some day, my friend, we’ll find an open door
And we’ll walk our way to glory, on our way to something more
I feel it nightly, but it might be my imagination fighting with my heart
I’m living slow-mo, afraid to outgrow, everything that I’ve been learning from the start
Fall in love and stay out at night
Summertime and these thoughts ignite feelings I’ve had for so long
(Feelings I’ve had for so long)
Hold on to you and what we’ve been through, focus on it and hope it’s true
Praying that I’m not wrong
It’s quiet when you’re in your head, questioning the things you’ve said
Feeling the world’s at stake
But you’re standing on unstable ground, hoping that what’s lost is found
Losing what you don’t take
(Instrumental)
I feel it nightly, but it might be my imagination fighting with my heart
I’m living slow-mo, afraid to outgrow, everything that I’ve been learning from the start
What it’s about, dollar amounts
Signing a check, losing my head
Feeling alright, but I could be better
Sinking in air, I’m losing my feathers
Something about when we were kids
Never a doubt, heaven forbid
That we’re alone, but never upset
I’m calling you now, can’t see you instead
You know that I wish, we never grew up
Hold on to our texts, it’s never enough
It wasn’t about, not getting older
We grew apart, but got even bolder
You went to school, I stayed at home
You saw the world, you went to Rome
I miss our talks, when I’m alone
You’re calling me now, you’re coming home
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Koste Connecticut
Connecticut artist, Koste, seeks to bridge forward-thinking indie electronic sounds with hip-hop influenced production technique to create a deep, emotional place for people to escape into.
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