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BLEEDING SUN

by Koste

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jimorrow Honestly, one of the greatest albums I have ever heard. You have to give it a listen.
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1.
And I don’t know where I’m going, but I know I’m coming to you And I don’t know where I’ve been, but I know I’m not going to lose And I know I can’t run forever, don’t leave me in the dirt ‘Cause you’re all I’ve ever wanted, and more (Instrumental) So I asked again for you to open up the door (Let me in) Cause I don’t remember who I am or where I’m going I thought that you might know where I’m going So I asked again for you to open up your heart To hold me close before I fall apart To close me in and keep me far away To help me think, one day, I could change
2.
COMING HOME 04:06
How can I look into the mirror, and see my eyes through the fog? And how can I remember what it’s like to be strong?
I’ve been wishing I was in L.A., or somewhere far from here ‘Cause this used to feel like home once, and now all I feel is fear Don’t know how to put a name to this feeling, cause it’s different than before Like the wind carried me to sundown, and now I’ve washed up on the shore And this kind of feels like summer, when we laid on my floor And this heat burns hot like August, but I don’t feel it anymore But I’m tired of these metaphors, the words I make myself settle for Can’t sing myself to heaven or, to somewhere else where words can’t help And make me feel like I’m not alone, like I’m not living life like it’s monotone Like I’ve been gone too long and I’m coming home Like I’m at the door, I’m on the floor, just let me in I’m coming home, I’m coming home
I’m coming home, I’m coming home

I’m living on the fritz, but I could get used to this, I think I’m better when I’m bored My head is in the clouds, but I’m in my bed, and it’s hard to ignore the words I’ve left unsaid I’m coming home, I’m back today, I’ve been missing you in a thousand ways I swear that it’s not like before You’ll never know what it could’ve been, if you spend these days inside your head So don’t let it be the way it was before But I’m tired of these metaphors, the words I make myself settle for Can’t sing myself to heaven or, to somewhere else where words can’t help And make me feel like I’m not alone, like I’m not living life like it’s monotone Like I’ve been gone too long and I’m coming home Like I’m at the door, I’m on the floor, just let me in I’m coming home, I’m coming home
 I’m coming home, I’m coming home
3.
FIGURES/KIDS 03:19
What’s this all about? I’m living on the edge Are you still afraid? I know you can’t pretend 
What’s this all about? I’m living on the edge Are you still afraid? I know you can’t pretend

 I’m falling sideways again, but some day, my friend, we’ll find an open door And we’ll walk our way to glory, on our way to something more I feel it nightly, but it might be my imagination fighting with my heart I’m living slow-mo, afraid to outgrow, everything that I’ve been learning from the start Fall in love and stay out at night Summertime and these thoughts ignite feelings I’ve had for so long (Feelings I’ve had for so long) Hold on to you and what we’ve been through, focus on it and hope it’s true Praying that I’m not wrong It’s quiet when you’re in your head, questioning the things you’ve said Feeling the world’s at stake But you’re standing on unstable ground, hoping that what’s lost is found Losing what you don’t take (Instrumental) I feel it nightly, but it might be my imagination fighting with my heart I’m living slow-mo, afraid to outgrow, everything that I’ve been learning from the start What it’s about, dollar amounts Signing a check, losing my head Feeling alright, but I could be better Sinking in air, I’m losing my feathers Something about when we were kids Never a doubt, heaven forbid That we’re alone, but never upset I’m calling you now, can’t see you instead You know that I wish, we never grew up Hold on to our texts, it’s never enough It wasn’t about, not getting older We grew apart, but got even bolder You went to school, I stayed at home You saw the world, you went to Rome I miss our talks, when I’m alone You’re calling me now, you’re coming home
4.
PRAYING 04:02
I just got home I’m at the door Please don’t tell me now that I don’t want this A thousand miles of calling your name, the skies are opening up again When I look down, all I see are bruises I’m open, I’m watching, yeah I’m praying, I’m hoping, yeah That I can find my way out of here I’m open, I’m watching, yeah I’m praying, I’m hoping, yeah That someday I’ll be free from fear Do you ever have a dream where you wake up in the middle? Do you feel the pins and needles in your arms? Do you ever lie awake at night, staring at the satellites in the sky above (Instrumental) I’m open, I’m watching, yeah I’m praying, I’m hoping, yeah That I can find my way out of here I’m open, I’m watching, yeah I’m praying, I’m hoping, yeah That someday I’ll be free from fear Do you ever have a dream where you wake up in the middle? Do you feel the pins and needles in your arms? Do you ever lie awake at night, staring at the satellites in the sky above (Instrumental)
5.
LONELY 04:20
I’ve been watching my back outside my house ‘Cause I never know when you’ll come around Thought I ran into you near that liquor store But I don’t know anymore, I’m not keeping score I’ve been praying for a minute but it’s not enough Treating my words like a loaded gun Got my mouth sealed shut Cause I never know what I’ll say that might just hurt someone So I keep my hands around my neck, make sure that I hold my breath Keep the words between my teeth, feeling like I’m on my knees Fighting you was half the war, I’m sorry that I wasn’t more But honest I don’t really care, I’m glad you’re not here anymore Fuck you, fuck you
 Fuck you, fuck you I know you’re lonely, but you don’t own me Why don’t you show me that you can stand on your own? Because I’m dying, and I’ve been trying Just to say I could Just tell me, am I trying hard enough? ‘Cause you’re crushing my soul down with your thumb Spent two years blind, god damn time flies Tell me, do you think that you got loud enough? We’re falling apart, don’t you see it, don’t you see it too? I’m talking to walls, I’m not breathing, I’m not breathing, no (Instrumental) Fuck you, fuck you 
Fuck you, fuck you I know you’re lonely, but you don’t own me Why don’t you show me that you can stand on your own? Because I’m dying, and I’ve been trying Just to say I could Just tell me, am I trying hard enough? ‘Cause you’re crushing my soul down with your thumb Spent two years blind, god damn time flies Tell me, do you think that you got loud enough?
6.
WEATHER 03:01
Falling through, your eyes and that shade of blue that I can’t forget, Even if I wanted to Fade to black, feel my eyes go rolling back, I’m falling into you, And I might lose myself again Falling through, your eyes and that shade of blue that I can’t forget, Even if I wanted to Fade to black, feel my eyes go rolling back, I’m falling into you, And I might lose myself again I’m holding on, it’s getting hard to stay calm, Cause I can’t forget, even when I’m wanting to I’m going fast, I’ll call you when I’m coming back, If I’m going to, I don’t think I’m ready yet It’s been a long two years without you here, and I know it’s come and gone But I know, I know where I’m going now, I’m not so lost Without you here Falling through, your eyes and that shade of blue that I can’t forget, Even if I wanted to Fade to black, feel my eyes go rolling back, I’m falling into you, And I might lose myself again
7.
SATELLITE 03:30
Above the satellites, and never-ending lights I think I’m going blind, losing track of time Falling through the sky, with hopes of finding you When you took me home, when I lost control Said, “are you alright?”, said, “not at all” Sometimes I’m just better on my own And when you’re up at night, do I ever cross your mind? Do I tend to keep your eyes from closing? And when you’re wide awake, do you sit down and replay? Am I the thing that keeps you from coping? (Instrumental) I guess it’s fucked up I hope you’re thinking about me still Counting down the days until I come home And I, I thought that I knew better than to try to love you in this weather The skies above our heads, six shades of chrome But I, I know a place that we can go We’re overgrown, we’re misanthropes I know you like to be alone And when you’re up at night, do I ever cross your mind? Do I tend to keep your eyes from closing? And when you’re wide awake, do you sit down and replay? Am I the thing that keeps you from coping? (Instrumental)
8.
RUNNING 01:49
I’m running to the city with the red sunlight I keep my friends close on the chance I might Feel too alone, I feel alone sometimes It’s cloudy in my eyes, and I’m losing track of time Your voice is in my head, and I can feel it down my spine But I know it’s too late now, I’ve been waiting all night long If it’s not now it’s never, and I’ll never be the same Cause I’m running (oh, oh)
I’m running (oh, oh)
I’m running (oh, oh)
I’m running (oh, oh)

Cause I’m running (oh, oh)
I’m running (oh, oh)
I’m running (oh, oh)
I’m running (oh, oh)

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released April 30, 2021

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Connecticut artist, Koste, seeks to bridge forward-thinking indie electronic sounds with hip-hop influenced production technique to create a deep, emotional place for people to escape into.

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